Deep down inside the darkness in my head
A jolt of pleasure gnawed through my body
Felt familiar yet so distant after the long pause
After my eyes waved at you, not knowing it would be our last
Before the oceans set the distance without or will..
The mind was delighted everytime it picked you out from the archives
The sweet escapade, a moment alone with your enchanting smile
And when it was about to make airplanes out of them
You came crashing down from the heavens I always begged for
Unintentionally plagued my system from the core
I fell for the bait, the relish was spread..
I couldn't see from this side of the sea that my dream was an utter stupidity
A shameful commision of vacant feelings enhanced
A useless hope arisen from the ashes of what wasn't mine..
In my blindness, the veins were torn from me for someone else
Yet why did I care, it was a scratch of a lovely past
An exchange of giggles hidden in the lines of the sovereign
Peace of mind now budgeted to the self esteem..
The bloom of the night gloomed the light away
The shine was vicarious, my amputated feelings I cannot call mine
In your smile I shall live, without your zeal, and our hospitality
Like a parasite I shall feed on this still life,,