Yet another tragedy to be faced
Yet another failure of the hopes I have been holding on to
And now the tides are loosening and I feel myself again falling into a dark chaos...
Only screams in my head... No vision... Only wailings of the earth beneath my feet, only the gloomy light of the hell I have fallen into
No vision but shadows and screams...
Torment... Suffering...
Yet I see another fall... And then another one... I wasn't able to face one and now I am facing two of them... and I feel corrupted... no one to help me... no one to hold my hand while I walk along this thin line with the fiery earthquakes in my head...
I see myself falling... I see everything fading away... I see them all falling away from me... I cry and my tears rush away from me...
I lose my way, I lose the path...
I accept the time as a surrogate religion... I feel the chronoclast inside me...
I have to speak but my jaws are rotten... They resist my temptation to yell...
I lose consciousness... I lose them... I lose myself...
And at the point of no return...
...I realize it's not me anymore...
...I realize it's her eyes that draw my route to loss...
...and I lose it all...
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