Snow

The first snow of the year
And you were not here..

You were not here with me
My arms still clinging to nothingness
I just want to give up and run home
Come back to you
Just to give you my love
Burning all inside
Melting all the snow that fell on me
As I was rumbling with feelings out in the cold..

A small trembling thought came hit me
No excuses..
I was struck down and never healed..
I never had the chance to get up
Covered by snow I was
And a gull swept past..
Watching it, I felt hopeless
That's how a thought struck me down..
One point to the winner,
I am completely down

It was the first snow of the year
My eyes looked around but you weren't here..