Welcome..

In the sweet wavelength of the ripple I've lost myself..
Towards the master void of entity I found myself traveling...
A delicious piece of meat for the darkness.. So tender, so young..
Thoughts unharvested, thoughts stolen by oblivion,
Thoughts that dominated my mind for years, now only a sound
A call from a distant voice that asks me to let go
Let my body free of all the tension and fall down the waterfall..

Now the warmth of the sun is fading..
My summer has ended.. Will it be my end too?
Will I descend behind the mountains to be forgotten
Until I resurface into a world that I will never know..
The past shone above like an idea that gave me strength..
The tender touch of a hand that tickles the cheek..
The love that flows from the minimalist connection..

Now the notes sound absurd.. So atonal.. Yet so beautiful..
The distortion is a cage for the heart's pound,
And every second I breathe is pure pain..
I learned to love the piercing emotion that corrupts me
Every single heartbeat that kicks me in the face..
I smell my blood on the surface of my own survival..
I feel the flesh touching the cold of death..

Now the melody is bleak, the thoughts vague..
A man wandering in the woods, away from his own being..
Hoping to find the beauty that the sound calls him to..
But now the vision fades, just like the music
Alone he stands stranded in the place unknown..
No instructions, just the place, with nothing but him..
Not even the ground nor the gravity, nor the air..
No suffocation, no pain.. No lights, no colors..
No darkness to focus..

Now the epiphany is a wanderlust echo that my own being surrenders to
A false deity, urging the manifestation of the weak..
A sting of collapse, a blade that tears the bonds
Between the living and the dependent..
Now that the parasite is gone, the soul is free
Flowing through the ripples of drops falling from the spring flowers..
Floating through the resonance of a cry of our mourners..
Flesh was our only fault to be alive, now this separation creates a new home..
Welcome...