Painkiller

In the land of a thousand broken dreams
I lay hidden beneath the clouds of dismay.
I longed for a sudden breath to suck me in
Swallow to my own existence
To the only path of redemption..

I lay down, longing for a thousand years
Torn apart by the thousand broken dreams
A restless heartbeat suddenly illuminated the falsified creation
Suddenly woke me up to a mirage
I felt lost, yet found myself in nothingness..

Pity, a new way of grief to sojourn in mind
Yet reluctantly, the heart was the host
At times, it needed a new pair of shoes to walk in
And a plague bit off chunks from the logic
Leaving me in the middle of everything..

I walked past by a midlife crisis that wasn't mine
Wanted to hold on to it so badly, got rejected
A tear was not there to be found, and I sympathized
My own clarity felt a burden within the sacred monuments
Digging up for answers were now declared redundant..

So I let a slice of mine slide away from the future into the past
And silently listened to it as it pulled me by
Now I lost my abilities to turn future into present
Everything was a simple utopia as a whole
As I was held captive in the shattered picture frames..

I knew that it was the time to take a deep breath
Knowing that there was no pain ahead..

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