That Train Never Came..

(Inspired by the movie "Wristcutters: A Love Story")

..it was never thought of as some kind of a demeanor.. it was rather a reflection of sincere feelings..

a thousand years could've passed but the truth wouldn't change at all.. it was carved in stone, it was there to stay..
with a prelude to joy, our laughters filled out the sky..
then came the soft warmth of a winter night..
then tears, misinterpreted as a side product of the laughter of elation..
how stupid of us, how ignorant.. a misconduct of an innocent soul
or at least it seemed so, yet driving us to a subliminal madness through fear,
through the incapability of providing us with answers..

we insisted, said "what are we here for, give us a reason!"
and all remained silent..
we answered silence with an echo
couldn't rebel against this force, so we chose to comply
we responded the same way, only to be buried in this repose even more..

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down by the rivers laid an unsettled emotion that yanked out from my heart
I uttered its name silently, hoping that the winds would carry..
of course, in a life full of failures, we weren't expecting to smile..

along the restless ocean stirred a decrepit hymn
reminding us of all our gloomy sundays
when the sun shone for the last time upon our hearts of darkness
and let us go by our way, by the fire, by the stars
by the impediments of our life, the bleeding scars
through the nostalgia spurted out by the kerosene...

then we realize that our heart needs a home
a wild adventure that has been yet a torment
has to end somewhere where it can lay and rest..

believing in the good days, knowing that you are there
hoping to find you and love you, feel the wonders of mutuality
live by you, hold you, kiss you
be away from you and miss you...

all a fool's ballad of broken dreams..

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Now playing: Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart