Almost a Year..

Till pain tears us apart
Till living is a mortal burden
A suffer of silence suffocating the last drops of eternality..
Images dance around the revolving empathy of signatures in our own belonging
Dreams set the sails to the greatest divide
An ice age freezes the world but we live on, knowing that there is still heat
Upon embracing your body in the darkness of our hopelessness…

This is the shade that makes us shudder and shatter into pieces that get carried away by time
This is the mourning of the gulls, ashamed of their recklessness
Incapability of getting us together once more
Only memories stand straight, proud
As they push the tears flowing down the creeks on our faces…

It is that smell again that I get once I think about you
That distinctive smell of loneliness, a smell that doesn’t have you in it
The spirit is let down by the truth, the incapability to handle motion
A midnight voice soothes the somber conflicts of the minds
Yet the hiccups dominate our hours, accompanied by the meadows of dreams
Where memories are tried to be placed and relived..

Now the pain is deeper, darker
It is killing me to be here, it is killing me to be without you
It is killing me to remember that it has been almost a year since my life has changed
And will never be the same ever after…

Destiny holds me in her palms like that seer with the magic globe
And laughs over my pain and misfortune…

I touch the soil and feel my roots coming down on the ground
Now this is where I have to belong and feed
Yet you are missing amongst all the elements that enrich me
I grow up, bent to the ground
Always bowing, waiting your arrival…